so good to be wanted

its so good to feel wanted and desired, however the adverse feels just as bad. But feeling the adverse many more times, is particularly hurtful. Wish the feeling is mutual between us, maybe it never was meant to be the same. to be in love and to be wanted are 2 mutually exclusive events. Its hard to accept as many things are in life

misplaced affections

How do you know that the love that you have spent on someone is worth it? All the worry and the kindness? And the hours spent thinking about her well being and her whereabouts and all that? All the time that was lost on this feeling of want because you are far away from each other? Doesn't it make you angry inside? Does it not leave you wondering?

hollow

There is a lot of emptiness when you grow older, it feels a little bit like driving on a great stretch of road when suddenly you become unsure of whether it is the right road to begin with. The enormous problem then is that the road behind you seemingly collapses with every turn of the wheels with every inch that the gas pedal is pressed. It is a sense of incredible frustration followed by the complete feeling of helplessness. But the worse part of it all are the innumerable number of turnings you missed out or decided against in your long and winding journey. What if the choices you have made are simply wrong? What if you are on the wrong road?